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Sunday, October 2

this blog is one of the things that's always there, no matter how much i neglect it. it's practically the next best thing after family & friends. that said, nth can ever match up to the standards of family & friends.

ytd marked another new chapter of my life. a chapter that begins with uncertainty, fear but most importantly, lots of determination. i rmb once thinking that happiness can be such a scary feeling, cos u'll never know when that feeling will end, and what is it like to feel too happy. so all these while, i tried to stay logical, listening to my head now and then. but in the end, it still wasnt enough to cushion the fall, or rather, the hit.

it's like everytime u'll fall into a black hole which u'll hope is a bottom-less pit. some ppl get it right the first time, some dont. some expect to hit the ground immediately. some learnt to anticipate. but no matter what, hitting the ground still hurts. so give it a little time to heal, then walk over to another hole and start falling all over again. if it hurts too much, then just keep walking.

i know the next time i look back, i wont feel the same emotions as im feelin right now. im no longer the 16 year old who thinks that the world will end because of this. im the 22 year old moving on like tml will be a better day. im still scared, im still confused. but all i need is some time. all i need is family. all i need is friends.

if you asked me @ 9:44:00 PM